My journal.

04.06.2026

I forgot to update the journal so let me tell what happened in the week. I survived the heat wave, got my 2nd ASG, got my exam results (btw if you are wondering my results are 86% in math, 100% in English and 54% in Polish) and played Modern Warfare for the first time on my PS3.

This bad boy can carry up to 13 BBs.

27.06.2026

26°C rn? Its 22:30 btw... Im going to cook in this heat. Help me.

26.06.2026

School is over finally! Also I bought my first ASG! Below is the pic of my gel blasters and the ASG.

Left is my first gel blaster, middle is my second and the right is my ASG.

25.06.2026

My last lesson is over. Now I gotta survive the last 2 hours tomorrow in a cramped place and Ill be FREE!!! Also I plan on buying my 3rd gel blaster or ASG.

24.06.2026

The end of school is in 2 days. YAY!!!!!!!!!!

23.06.2026

10:00: I couldnt get a lot of sleep. I only fell asleep when it was 02:00 and had only 3.5h left of sleep due to me waking up at 05:30. I decided to skip school today.

00:51: 'Myślisz, że jest łatwe, ciągłe życie w kratkę?'

00:47: I cant sleep. Its too HOT!!!! Even if its 13°C its too hot. My optimal temp is like 8°C or smth. Also yesterday I finished the base core of my programming language based off befunge. I could call it aftunge.

This is going to be my first time segmented entry.

21.06.2026

Im making a programming language in Scratch... well its Turbowarp but its still a Scratch 'emulator'. The language its inspired by Befunge so yea. Also tommorow is my second psychologist visit and Ill be waiting for my results.

20.06.2026

Today I tried to make a prime finder algorithm in Python as fast as possible. Got 00:05.5 with the upper bound set to 1000000 and about 00:49.50 with 10000000. Way better than my previous algorithm witch took 00:08.00 for 1000000 and way way better for my first algorithm witch took 00:12.00 for 1000000. Im trying to make it faster.

18.06.2026

Idk why but I am mentally anguished. My fluoxetine is doing nothing rn. T-T

15.06.2026

I think Imma wait out to the end of the school year.

14.06.2026

Im stuck in a limbo: I want to die and kill ppl that made my life a living hell but also I want to live, program stuff and thrive. I cant decide. Ykw? Screw me trying to decide it myself. Theres a case against me and if I win I live and if I lose then all the bullies will get what they deserved... maybe I hope.

07.06.2026

Im listening to songs and stuff on Spotify. I really like 'Enemy', 'Otwieram wino' and other. Oh also I got a gel ball pistol 2 days ago so uhh yea :P 'Youd better run better run outrun my gun' and yes I like 'Pumped up kicks'. Have a problem? FIGHT ME!

02.06.2026

Just testin out. Plz ignore.